Tuesday, November 30, 2010

ang bagong listahan

Its tried and tested. It does not hurt or harm anybody to make a wish list. Can't wait to cross out items on the list like what I did in my previous list. :)

  • peace of mind
  • smooth transition from all aspects from Philippines to USA
  • paid of debts and bills in the Phillipines
  • a good compensating job at the USA (school environment sana)
  • tourist visa for Jeff by April 2011
  • smooth transition for Bianca in her new school
  • California Teacher's Licensing Permit
  • latest ipod
  • 130lbs by March 2011
  • meet JLC in America
  • give Bianca i touch latest
  • bake a chocolate cake
  • red kitchen aide (tama ba spelling)
  • gym classes + yoga
  • buy a bike
  • new wardrobe
So far eto palang ang naiisip ko dadagdagan ko pa to...I have no doubt that all of these can happen. I will also help the universe in making all of these come true.

Gena

My day actually started quite slow. I am still trying to recover from a long lazy, relaxed weekend. (magastos pero masaya--hahahaha) but on my usual way home, I decided to pass by my childhood best friend's house. I know that she is in Canada but I wanted to share the good news with her mom just because she knows how important this is for me and how long my family have waited for this and the sacrifices we've made that came with the "waiting".
What a pleasant surprise to find out that my best friend was in the country to visit! kakatuwa! "SHE" and I have shared a lot of good memories together. She and her family have taught me so much which she was probably was unaware of. She has influenced me to read all sorts...play gameboards (cluedo, monopoly,scrabble,sorry...etc) play pretend (lutu-lutuan, library-library..etc.) answer window math, practice spelling. She also taught me to play "Somewhere in Time", "Blue Moon" and "Wigwam" on the piano without any notes. We sang together. she also taught me to wrap gifts and make gift wrappers into paper bags. Her mom taught me to pee in "Intercon" when out in Quad =) and taught me shop on our own at age 9. Oh, we shared so much! She wouldn't want me to go home and actually bully me to stay. However, we had to go on our separate ways. Even if we shared so much and practically lived together while we were growing up. We had our own personalities. In short, we parted ways. Actually, we were really opposites. I don't want to go into the details but lets just put it this way--I would always make things complicated by choice.
But I bet she doesn't know , how much she and her family has influenced me in becoming a better person. They have taught me to always value what you have even if you have more than enough. They also have taught me always to believe in yourself and in your dreams with diligence and hardwork, nothing is impossible. They have also taught me to believe in the power of prayers--just pray.
One proof that God has continuously looked after me even in the absence of my family. He surrounded me with people who touched and inspired me to become a better person and made a difference in my life.
And no matter how far we have been away from each other, deep in our hearts we know what we will always mean to each other.

My thoughts have become things

READING THIS ENTRY WAS WHAT INSPIRED ME AGAIN TO BLOG. MOST OF WHAT WAS LISTED HERE HAVE COME TRUE AND TRULY THE UNIVERSE HAVE CONSPIRED TO MAKE IT TRUE--BEING POSITIVE IS REALLY THE KEY TO A HAPPY AND FULFILLING LIFE. I AM NOT SAYING THAT WE SHOULD JUST SOLELY DEPEND OUR LIFE ON THIS BUT AT LEAST WHEN YOU ARE POSITIVE, EVEN IF CHALLENGES COME OUR WAY, WE SHALL JUST TAKE IT IN A STRIDE AND JUST FOCUS ON THE SOLUTION AND SHALL NOT DWELL ON IT AND MOVE ON. CHECK OUT MY LIST AND MAKE YOUR OWN AND BELIEVE THAT IT WILL COME TO YOU. TRY IT.

  • schedule of interview and medical check-up by the US embassy.
  • finding Mr. Gatdula Manalo
  • IPOD (any model except shuffle)
  • a new mobile phone with camera, FM radio and that can play saved mp3 files
  • a new digicam or better yet a dslr
  • a desk sharpener
  • funds for a house make over
  • 5,000 pesos for a divisoria shopping spree.
  • 6 new pillows (that does not get deformed easily)
  • a basket bike
  • funds to pay debts and bills.
  • efficient househelp
  • boracay getaway trip
  • bangkok trip
  • davao trip
  • a bike
  • a new sedan
  • Ruffles potato chips
  • ASAP tickets or passes
  • better yet tickets and moolah to go AROUND the WORLD
  • a house of our own
  • 3 days of ME time (to which I know I will never survive)
  • new pair of Havainas
  • starbucks gift certificates
  • a date with JOHN LOYD (i'm sure hubby wouldn't mind :) )
  • 1 pack of reeses/kisses/Mauna Loa/any pure milk brand of chocolate)
  • gift certificates to any mall
  • "A Walk this Way" tour given as a gift. (lovely)
It isn't much but maybe these THOUGHTS would become THINGS...so if I'll be able to receive these things on my BIRTHDAY (which is soon , my count down will start tomorrow) ANY OF THESE will put the BIGGEST smile on my face (kahit yung date lang kay John Loyd) and I hope somebody I know will stumble on my blog and read it. Therefore, i will be hopeful and positive. Goodluck to me.

Promise, this one will really do.




let me reiterate ONE MORE TIME...
This one will do...HAPPINESS


I can already here my friends screaming at me "ANG BAKYA KO" birthday ko naman eh!so what!

Monday, November 29, 2010

22 days

22 days na lang and the new journey is about to start. I am not yet done with De-cluttering.

I am back

I have been creating..recreating blogs for the nth time but I always forget their usernames and passwords. I guess that means they are not meant for me. And so, I have decided to blog again on this site :) I was rereading my previous entries the other night and I realized that my entries on this blog were amusing and somehow insightful na rin pala. :) A new journey is about to start and I need a place where I can vent and release my thoughts. Writing has helped me so much in clearing my thoughts and in putting things into perspective and so I am back and I am glad.