Happiness and Joys

Here I am again finding the words, the thoughts to write...It is like everything I do is a struggle for me. There are so many things I want to do, to improve and yet I feel I don't know where to start. San nga ba?I've been reading and reading stuff about IMPROVEMENT as in all kinds like blogs, articles,books...etc. I even try my best to buy myself a magazine that will help me improve myself and my home but it seems those things I read are not enough to motivate me. I read in a blog I've been reading lately that to do things with enthusiasm and eagerness, you must unearth your core of what motivates you...so let me think...maybe I should rephrase or reword MOTIVATE instead INTO THESE QUESTIONS:

1. What relaxes me?
2.What makes me happy?or What makes me feel good?

Let me tackle the 2nd question, baka makapaisip-isip na rin ako.

• The beach and the sound of the waves.
• A windy day and feeling it on my face and hair.
• heart to heart talks with positive response from Jeffrey
• A hug from my daughter.
• Family "Harutan" time
• bank dates with Jeffrey
• A Phone call from my brother
• A sensible chat with my mom.
• My morning walk/jog at the church
• A romantic, "feel good "articles, movies that moves me and inspires me
• a productive day with no glitches
• a mile stone of a student done in my class.
• john loyd, aga muhlach, anne curtis or the ASAP family.
• a good laugh with Kat-ab.
• get togethers with Pat,Aries,Ria,Kerwin,Krisan and Richard
• afternoon office hour telebabad talks with Sunny.
• afternoon walks with teacher Jill.
• "Love talk" with younger generation
• being able to write and organize my thoughts.
• Cleaning and organizing spaces in my house.
• PAYING BILLS AND DEBTS.
• doing over due chores.
• eating out with family and friends.
• a good book.
• watching clouds.
• sunset
• giving a gift to someone who truly was happy when she received it.
• settling differences.
• being more assertive.
• being honest.
• reminiscing some teen memories.

I think there are so much more that makes me feel good but I could only think of these things just for now.